Para Levantarme una Vez Más

Winter Wonderland

La vida es una comedia, trágica, triste, dolorosa, frustrante. Una vida llena… repleta de fracasos y quebrantos y del horror del pecado. Palabras que han quedado marcadas en nuestras almas, experiencias espantosas que aterrorizan nuestros corazones con el monstruo del fracaso y la vergüenza. Mis lágrimas son profundas, mis batallas me han dejado como soldado viejo y acabado sin fuerzas para levantar mi espada. Tengo cicatrices como tatuajes que cuentan la historia de golpizas, peleas sangrientas en las calles del destino.

            Presentamos lo mejor en las paredes de nuestras oficinas, en nuestros murros del los medios sociales, grados académicos, momentos de sonrisas y alegría, mas la historia obscura la ocultamos, la ignoramos y no la contamos. Editamos el libro de nuestra historia para siempre ser los héroes o darle algún significado con finales victoriosos.  Mas, ¿cuántas veces hemos sido los  perdedores? ¿Cuántas veces caemos en tentación? ¿Cuántas veces vemos la salida, pero preferimos correr al pecado? ¿Cuántas veces hemos sido los que hemos hecho lo malo, aún cuando sabíamos hacer lo bueno? Del bochorno de los deseos de la carne he sido victima y como pesadillas espantosas en el medio de la noche el lamento se burla de mi; me irrita, me acosa y me roba la paz.

            Cuando era joven tenía sueños y parece ser que cada uno de ellos se escapó de mis manos; huyeron de mi como niños temerosos. Mi vida ya se evapora delante de mi; el telón del final de las escenas de mi vida se avecina. Ya no queda mucho tiempo. Una vida completa es una vida de setenta años y los más fuertes pasan de ochenta. Si soy bendecido con el regalo de una vida completa me quedan veinte o treinta años para decir todo lo que Dios me ha mandado decir, para hacer todo lo que Dios me ha mandado hacer y para recibir todo lo que Dios me ha dado.

            ¿Habrá tiempo oh Dios? ¿Podrás redimir mi tiempo perdido? He perdido mi canción, las melodías que adornaban mi voz de pequeño ya no las encuentro, se han perdido en un bosque lejano y frío. ¡Qué noche difícil es esta que vivo hoy! Levántame oh Dios, dame de la miel de la tierra prometida del destino que dibujaste para mi desde antes de la fundación de este mundo. Líbrame de la amargura de mis propias lágrimas; líbrame del las consecuencias de mi arrogancia. Hoy levanto en alto la bandera del amor de Cristo y el poder redentor de su sangre. Solo El aviva mi alma y me llena de esperanza para levantarme… para levantarme… una ves más.

Taking a Look at Family and Ministry


When you are young you think you know it all, when you are old you realize you don’t and when you are older you realized what is valuable. As I write these words I am disgusted in many ways and for many reasons.

         I am 50-years-old. I am not young, but not too old either. I see things, some times, beyond the surface. To have any kind of discernment or any prophetic insight these days is not easy. If I am in the Spirit I can handle what I see better; but if I slip into the flesh I become very negative and complaint about everything… that is the truth!

         There are two things that disgust me, 1) to do ministry without intimacy with God, without discipleship and without fully honoring God’s Word and 2) when folks so comfortably give up their special time with family for careers, education, hobbies, social media and everything else. They sacrifice family as if that is the right thing to do, when in reality that is in indeed the wrong thing to do. Let me briefly deal with ministry first. In Mark 16:17-18 Jesus said,  

And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;18 They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.” (KJV)

         Why is it that I have seen very little of these signs in any ministry, including mine? These signs should be a normal part of the life of any believer. Now, I hear a lot of preaching and teaching; to that the Apostle Paul stated,

“And I, brethren, when I came to you, came not with excellency of speech or of wisdom, declaring unto you the testimony of God.For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified.And I was with you in weakness, and in fear, and in much trembling. And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man’s wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power: That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God. First Corinthians 2:1-5 (KJV)

         Where is our faith standing, in the wisdom of men or in the power of God? We listen to a lot of teaching; some of those teachings are actually good, well prepared sermons and long series, but when was the last time you witness the power of God?

         Let me make something clear, the Apostle Paul is not discouraging preaching and teaching, the Bible identify us as disciples; a disciple, by definition, is somebody who is learning. In our case, we are learning the ways of the Lord. However, the Apostle Paul is discouraging preaching and teaching that focus on the wisdom of men or men’s ability to put a sermon together. Preaching and teaching that only has value if the preacher has a doctoral degree or some kind of impressive title as if, that is the prerequisite to attain any kind of credibility.

         Paul is emphasizing that our faith should not stand on men’s wisdom, but in the power of God. A simple teaching is able to entertain our intellect, as we stay comfortably in our sin, as we continue to distance ourselves from our families and as we continue our prayerless lives, but the power of God is able to do something that we all desperately need and that is… to be changed.

         See beloved, not only that there are signs that should follow any believer, but we must also understand that what brings forth that power is indeed the teachings of our Lord and not this selfish and man-centered gospel we are teaching today. To this Jesus said,

“…to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed; 32 And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free. 33 They answered him, We be Abraham’s seed, and were never in bondage to any man: how sayest thou, Ye shall be made free? 34 Jesus answered them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Whosoever committeth sin is the servant of sin. 35 And the servant abideth not in the house for ever: but the Son abideth ever.36 If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.37 I know that ye are Abraham’s seed; but ye seek to kill me, because my word hath no place in you.” John 8:31-37 (KJV)

         We can’t even be considered disciples of Christ if we are not committed to learning and following Jesus’ teachings. Jesus’ teachings are truth and it is that truth that makes us free. So the first step to deliverance is to get in God’s Word and learn the teachings of our Lord. There is no freedom, no deliverance if we remain in ignorance. When we resist God’s Word that means that there is no room in our hearts for his teachings; that means that we rather follow our own way and not the way of Christ. If the Word of God insults you check your spirit, something is terrible wrong.

         Is important to point out that a disciple is not just a student. A student goes to school, complete a degree in a particular career for a particular job or skill. A disciple focuses on how to live for Christ; we are supposed to be dying to self and looking more and more like Jesus. We are supposed to be changing, growing and going from glory to glory. If this growth and maturity is not taking place you are not experiencing the power of God.

         An effective ministry is a yoke-breaking ministry because it is anointed by God (Isaiah 10:27). The Job Description of an effective ministry is clearly stated in Isaiah 61; it is the portion of Scripture chosen by our Lord to officially start his ministry on this earth.

“The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
because he has anointed me
to proclaim good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
and recovery of sight for the blind,
to set the oppressed free,
19     to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”Luke 4:18-19 (NIV)

         Ministry is a Godly instrument for change. An effective ministry leads us to dramatic changes as we die to self and become more and more like Christ. So in conclusion, as it refers to ministry, there should be tears, there should be repentance, there should be forgiveness and there should be physical and emotional healing. In general, there should be transformations taking place. Your ministry could be financially sound, your ministry could be growing in numbers, you could have the nicest building in the whole city, but if transformation is not taking place in the lives of those you are ministering to, your ministry represents a form of Godliness, but is clearly denying the power of God (2 Timothy 3:5). That means that you have become so sophisticated that you have closed yourself to the manifestations of the Spirit of God. Here on earth you may have honor, but in heaven your ministry is obsolete.

To be continued…